damn

Everything is so fucked up. I'm the only one who knows what's going on and can observe the downfall from a distance.

I don't want to do that though, I want to fix this. I know for a fact that this is going to fuck a bunch of shit up. And I know about it. I wish I could stop it, but I guess you just have to let some things happen....

Today it fully sank in how much of a piece of shit I am.